Now I know I have a heart

[netpositive]

...because it's breaking.
-The Tin Woodsman

Frenchy's kidney disease just... accelerated.


Maybe a few days if we push it, and get lucky.

Much of this year has been good. But then,
there are moments like these where none of
the good matters much, except to hang on to.

I often come across to others as stoic, but
there are times I wish I could be more so.

I don't even know what's worse -- sudden
heart-wrenching loss, or ongoing heartache.

Right now, I have both. And I still can't say.

When you get so down that you can't get up
And you want so much but you're all out of luck
When you're so downhearted and misunderstood
Just over & over & over you could

Accroches-toi a ton reve
Accroches-toi a ton reve
Quand tu vois ton bateau partir
Quand tu sents -- ton coeur se briser
Accroches-toi a ton reve.
-ELO

Comments

[dancingdeer.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. I wish you all the strength you need to deal with this. *hugs*

[netpositive.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'm sorry you couldn't ever come by and meet him, but imagine total adoration wrapped up in lilac-and-magnolia fur, and that was our Fluffy Bundle of Love.