Voices in your head (2)

I've discovered that the purpose of keeping
a journal is not to record what has happened
but to create what will happen.
-"Spiritcat"

This has been my intention all along.
I always fully acknowledge the past,
all my mistakes and all my successes,
but I am also living fully in the present,
and I am also looking forward to the future.

These entries are me in full cry.
They address amazon, healer, stargazer,
intellect, trickster, judge, and center.
In them I maintain, reach out, look up,
think through, trifle with, and mediate.

I possess complete ability to express
my feelings, thoughts and intentions in
all my relationships, and I express myself wisely.

If I don't tell others what I feel,
they will never know.
If I don't show others what I think,
they will never understand.
I know I am capable of great things, including
love, hate, strength, pain, trust, anger, and joy.
I listen attentively to all those I care for -
to know and understand, to resolve or accept.

But if I want to be heard, first I must find a voice.

I have the right and responsibility
to express my anger and remain loved,
and I take responsibility to clean up any mess
and restore harmony when appropriate.